I close my eyes and everything comes to a pause.
When they are open I see the world slow down to the point I can’t focus anymore.
I can’t control how I feel anymore, something has taken over me and I don’t know what to do.
I see my world spinning.
My head is out of control.
I wish I could control these feelings but hey are on a runaway train.
A train to a destination of confusing emotions.
I lost my train of thought.
I lost my focus.
I don’t know what I want anymore.
I feel lost.