I close my eyes and everything comes to a pause. 

When they are open I see the world slow down to the point I can’t focus anymore. 

I can’t control how I feel anymore, something has taken over me and I don’t know what to do. 

I see my world spinning. 

My head is out of control. 

I wish I could control these feelings but hey are on a runaway train. 

A train to a destination of confusing emotions. 

I lost my train of thought. 

I lost my focus.

I don’t know what I want anymore. 

I feel lost.